need2bthin
Best way to combat Fear is to PLAN to succeed
Jun 01, 2010
So here I am, 29 days until my surgery.Instead of excitement, I am consumed with doubt.
What's constantly on my mind?
1) Will this work?
2) Will I reach my goal?
3) What will I look like if I do loose the xtra weight?
4) Is this one of many surgeries... when will it end.
5) Is this the right surgery for me?
Though being healthy is my primary goal, I must admit, I want to look good. Unfortunately, I can only plan for things I can control.
I can control whether or not this will work. It will work and I will reach my goal. I have six months to hit goal, after then, it may be a little harder.
So along with my new tool, I plan on following a strict eating plan. I just need to find one or have one created that is suitable.
I also spent most of the weekend reorganizing my closet and basement. I will start exercising this week and trying out shakes. I want to be ready and excuse free,
As for the xtra skin and surgery, I guess I have to cross that bridge when I get there. I don't like what I look like now. I spend a lot of time covering up. At least in the next 7 months, I can cover up and smile
