Jamie C.
Hello everyone..
My name is Jayme from Ohio.. I have one daughter which is two years old..
I am planning on getting married this year on April 17th, to a guy i've been with for almost five years.
I have been thinking about the Lap Band surgery for about a month now I finally went to my doctor's and asked him about it, and he believes it is a good idea. I'm just unsure because of all the bad things I hear it can result in, and the cost, if my insurance won't cover it...
Right now, I am 242 lbs, and miserable with myself, and the way I look.. It's awful waking up everyday, and realizing you're throwing your life away, and not doing anything about it. I've come to realize I want to see my child grow up, and I am too young to be this way, and I still have time to change it.
I have always been chubby around (140-160), but it has turned into obesity.. and it's really sickening to look at myself, and I don't feel beautiful, nor do I think anyone else does. I have lost myself with my weight battle, and i'm so over it, and need help.
I'm ready to get my life back, and live..
I used to be so out-going, and care free, now I just sit around, and get lost within my weeks passing by..
It feels like a never ending battle..
I have tried diets, diet pills, exercise, and even stapling my ears which was supposed to supress your food craving's... blah what a joke!
I hope I have found what I am looking for, and hopefully I can get more information collected from other's that's already had the surgery before making a decison... Feel free to send me a message ^.^
