I WILL SURVIVE

May 26, 2009

Ok, so I've made it 5 days since my fill... I did call the doctor's office on Friday and they really helped to calm me down and tell me to relax... Sometimes I just need things explained to me like I'm a 5 year old... Geez!

I've been on a mostly "liquid" diet since Thursday but in the last two days I've introduced chicken, rice and a little salad... Not bad at all... of course took some bigger bites at first that made my chest hurt where the band is but then adjusted and made sure I chewed the crap out of the food... I did tell my mom that I have to get used to the fact that I'll never eat hot food again because I'm eating so freakin' slow it takes me like 20 minutes just to swallow 3-5 oz of food.  OH WELL!!! 

On the other hand, I did lose 4 lbs!!!!!!   YEAH!!!!!!!!!! 

So, then I went shopping with my mom and sister for some summer work clothes and a bathing suit and the witches made me buy this bathing suit that's cut out all around- damn near a bikini... They said it looks very cute but I don't know... I'm one of those ppl that STRONGLY believes that just because it comes in your size doesn't mean you should be wearing it!!!!!!  Nothing worse than a fat person wearing something that does not look right with fat and bellies (yes, plural) all hanging out... NOT CUTE!!!   But, if I keep losing weight like this I may just be able to wear it in a few weeks... lol... I have no shame in wearing anything, as long as it looks good!

The only thing I need to do now is go back to working out...  I haven't completely fallen off the workout wagon but it's been about 2 1/2 - 3 weeks since I've been to the gym... I've had so much going and so much to do... There's always something, I know... I shouldn't make excuses!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Ta ta for now!!

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