I am sick of being tired all the time, not having energy and food controling my entire lifestyle. I am tired of being antu-social and staying home watching TV or on computer. I want a better quality of life. I am scared of turning into my father, who at age 65 takes 30 pills a day, is in kidney failure, diabetic, hypertension, depressed, had a triple bypass, a heart attack and still does nothing to help himself. I am so scared to turn into him.