Waiting for my fill!

Mar 30, 2009

I have a full plate in more ways than one. Going to school full time is stressful enough, then add in being a single mom of two beautiful girls, and top it all off with a new life change from my lap-band. Arghh...as you can tell I have been having a rough week or so but I have managed to stay on top of things and not have a lapse in my eating judgement. I am a text book emotional eater and finding ways to deal with my feelings without food has been challenging and I am sure it will be something I deal with for the rest of my life. I am happy to say that I have been exercising everyday (amazing accomplishment for me) and really enjoying it. I feel proud of myself for giving it my all and when I see the scale going down I can say "I did that", of course my lap-band has helped. With that said I am waiting for my first fill on April 10th and I couldn't be happier. Recently I have felt that I could eat more than the 1/2 cup of food the diet allows and I seriously need restriction to help me along. While I am happy with the progress I am making it would be nice to have that full feeling when I really need it. I have lost 30 lbs. so far and I am comforted with the fact that I will never see those 30 lbs. again! Being that I have never had a fill before I am nervous about the process but hoping that I will have some restriciton to help amp up my efforts to loose this weight. Here's to hoping.

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