Surreal

Aug 08, 2010

Well everything is still going very well. I have lost 32 lbs since the surgery 4 weeks ago. I have gone down a jeans size. I don't really see it yet, but everyone else says they can. I don't really have the mind games I have been reading about. I eat a few bites and I am good to go. I used to like a little dessert every now and then so I decided to freeze somes grapes and it gives me the feeling of a treat. I still get hungry which I heard wasn't supposed to happen but it is only at meal times so that isn't too bad. I am not having any issues getting in enough fluid but I am doing my best to get in enough protein but it is hard because I don't like any of it except for what comes in meat. So I have been making protein FULL meals. I the protein shots make me gag and I can't force down the shakes. So when I eat all I focus on is getting lots of protein. I am eating a lot of tuna right now. I feel like a cat. I honestly feel like I never even had the surgery. the scars have almost disappeared and I never had pain or nausea or any of the other issues I was expecting. But the weight loss is there so I am just happy. I decided to join a gym tomorrow to start to try to lose it quicker. I walk now but I don't feel that I am actually working out. Plus it is 115 degrees outside and is a real demotivator. So far I haven't regreted having the surgery at all, in fact, quite the opposite. I am just mad at myself I didn't do this sooner.  I just can't wait to see how this wild journey turns out...

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