nikimando
My name is Nicole and I am 24 years old about to be 25 in about 2 months. Same old story I've been overweight since... FOREVER. Everyone in my family is overweight and it's just been a way of life. Eating has always been an event in my family everything is based around food, and not healthy food i'm talking SOUL food! I'm come from a portuguese family and thats just what we do. Besides that my mom is probably the best cook in the world. My father died of a heart attack when he was 42 and he was a big guy too. It's just a really scary thing and I want to live for a long time. I started my first diet when i was 11 and from there it was never ending... lose weight, gain it back over and over again. Up until I was 18 I was very active, I played baseball, softball, basketball I danced and played Volleyball. Not only that I walked EVERYWHERE up until i was 16 1/2 which is why I don't understand why i was always a chunka. Anyways, i have just been putting on and putting on since then. I've lived with my boyfriend for about 3 almost 4 years and I think i just got too comfortable and didnt care anymore, but now i do. I can't wait for this surgery it' s all I can think about, I think it's really going to change everything! I'm sick of people telling me wow you have such a pretty face i want to just be pretty and feel that i am.
