just one of those days...

Apr 18, 2009

i'm pretty sure if i could just bust into tears i would!
ive been working on a menu plan [10 days//2weeks] for my ECE health and nutrition class ALL DAY!
then i have a reflection paper..lesson plans...a psych paper...a 5 hour observation...and a classroom design to do! i feel like my success rate not only with school but with my weight loss is just gonna bomb. i really need summer to get here cause im stressing out...havent been eating NEARLY as much as i should and have been really upset lately!  i went out last night and it felt soooo good to laugh and have fun...but then had to go right back to worrying about school. [[idk if i was supposed to try this yet, but after talking to my nutritionist...i tried a little vodka and light lemonade last night...im def. a cheap drunk haha i was feeling it like after a tiny shot!]]

anyway...it's down to the wire now...im done with school in like a month and then NEVER do i have to step foot into that community college again! im so excited about EIU!...i just want to make sure im going there with good grades and whatnot...so far it feels like i wont and i dont know what to do! i need a freakin break from it all. i think i took on too much this semester knowing i was going to have the surgery done in the middle of it all.


i need a miracle right now.
**update**
i'm not having another surgery for the gall stones! just gotta watch them and continue a low fat diet...pshhh thats easy, i rarely eat anything that has more than 8g of fat cause then i get sick! atleast SOMETHING went right!!!

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