just pondering on my day 2 liquid diet...

May 12, 2010

As I sit here today...day 2 of of my liquid diet :) I almost cannot keep inside how excited I am to know in less than 2 weeks I will be on my way to the loosing side...and not to mention the skinny side!!! My weight loss journey has been alot of ups and downs...iv'e never been a "normal" weight or even just "overweight" my whole life...iv'e always been obese or morbidly obese. Starting 6th grade I weighed 200 lbs and was in a size 20..I had the lapband done on my 18th birthday and went from 275 down to 195 but NEVER got below that, then had to have my band removed and of coarse gained it back ... I just cannot wait to be able to go clothes shopping and think "wow this looks great" instead of "wow this really shows how much bigger my belly is than my butt" or to be able to go just anywhere! to an amusement park, to a concert, just anywhere I please without worrying about all the prettier/skinnier people there, what to wear, if I can fit into a ride, and to be able to not worry about anything but having a good time. I have waited a long time for this day and it just seems to not get here fast enough! ...till next time!!

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