*Tear*

Feb 13, 2009

Just when you think your making progress on getting your self confidence back, somebody comes along and shoots it all down. I was sure that I was making an improvement on my outter appearance, then I hear, "Your still fat, and your not that pretty either." This REALLY got to me today, friends. Im Still crying about it. I thought I was getting better, you know? I thought I was improving. (Sniff) It hurts so bad. I mean, you'd think that I'd be used to it by now, I mean ive gone through this my entire life. But it still hurts. Why do people have to be so mean? I want SO bad to be normal. And..I know I have a long way to go but...this hurts. (Sniff)

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Ontario, CA
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12/30/2008
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Jun 19, 2008
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