Two weeks out!

Nov 07, 2014

This isn't called a journey for nothing!  I've been to so many places in my mind.  I've experienced so many emotions and I can see my prior life as a train wreck.  I'm overcoming the detox and the emotional bond to food, but it's one baby step at a time.  The demons that I have been keeping underwraps have all reared their ugly selves and I've had to deal with them without Food to hide behind and anethietize myself.  Its as it I'm sober for the first time in a very long time.  I, of course do not drink alcohol but I have used food in the same fashion as an alcoholic or drug abuser.  I owe my body and soul to get over this and make amends.  I'm so edgy and I get angry and I voice it.  Never did before, I was always the one in the back, the easy going one with no real opinion, because I was under the influence of food and as long as I had that the world could walk over me.  I see myself in the reconstruction phase of my life. 

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