NOMAD03
wishing for this to happen sooner
Sep 13, 2009
Funny how for years I have been fighting being Fat. Now I have a surgery set up for Oct. 25th and want it sooner. No matter how I try I cant get a cancelation. I can only hope I guess. I feel sort of embaressed about this whole thing, somewhat of failure. Because I tell myself that it is only fat and your just lazy for not losing it. Go to the gym, eat less, have some will power fat ass. I have to tell myself if it were only that easy.................. Getting excited and nervous wondering how I will look after. Wonder if I will need surgery on my skin or will I snap back and grace the cover of GQ. I wonder If i will change, what will I do with all my energy. Lots of thoughts, lots of thoughts. Need to find a local friend. Any suggestions.Thanks
Greg
9/14/09 0910
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About Me
oriskany, NY
Location
28.9
BMI
Surgery
10/28/2009
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Jun 12, 2009
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