Need a Catch-You Up post...

Mar 11, 2013

So, much has happened since that August 16th post....told you I had to worry about family and husband....well Hubby drank the entire weekend and embarrassed the living crap out of me....Even had to get security to help haul him back up to the room.....That pretty much put the nail in the coffin.  I left him within the week of returning home.  Job or no Job, I could no longer be in that nightmare.  I certainly wish I knew how some women hang on for years and year dealing with that.  4 years and I was about dead from exhaustion.   He lost his job, 80k a year down the drain....so now I have no insurance....fortunately, the following month in I found a job.  Granted sometimes I worry about it but it's paying the bills and I continue to look for something else.  I had to trade in my fancy SUV, and got a practical mommy car, but it's okay, it's still a HONDA and me and the kid, love it!  We are with my Mom...can't say that's the ideal of any situation as much as I love her.....we are too much alike sometimes and it's hard being 45 and trying to learn to keep your trap shut when I have all my life!!  I don't want to do that anymore!!!   Even considered looking for a job in the big city (Atlanta) but it'd have to be good money and then I'd pretty much be on my own....His Dad lives there but he'd do what he could but he wouldn't go out of his way in my opinion so I can't leave...my Mom does help me more than I care to admit and others too!! It does take a village!! Thank the Lord, I have them! 

Frustrated with the scale....and even clothes...I could normally pass off the scale not moving but dang, even clothes don't seem to be making much change as of late!! I've really been trying the last 2 weeks!  Had a challenge with a friend of mine, and I was determined!! I've lost 1 pound....I really don't know...got to get my groove on and EXERCISE!!

I bought a bike over the weekend!  Ofcourse it started raining on Sunday, so maybe next weekend I can practice! I hope it's true....you never forget how to ride a bike..cause I felt like a big ole goofy kid trying to manuever that thing around the driveway and the Target parking lot!!  When I'm more experienced I'd like to get a fancy mountain bike! LOL Not sure what for but it'd be cool to go on long bike rides and train! *Gasp*  Did I really just say that??

I better go for now, it's getting late and I'm tired...went to Zumba tonight with it being spring break...oh yeah, started college!! Go figure, ME!?!   Loving it just wanting to make really GOOD grades!!  But sometimes I feel REALLY old! LOL

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