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Hello everyone, I'm a farm wife married to my husband for fourteen years. I have a step Son who is 21, in the Army right now in Iraq, Pray for him!!
 
Together we have five children, we have Three boys and one girl, A thirteen year old a ten year old , then we took a break for a while and gave all of the baby stuff away, then poped out our four year old and three year old. I think my family is big enough. For ten and half years I was a stay at home mom, after having my fourth child I needed to go back to work, now I qualify parts for computers to go on to the customers. Long hours but, we make everythng work. Been stuggling to be the best mom I can be with dragging my wieght around, I gained all my weight after having my babies. 
After seeing my father fighting heart diesease, and es every year and many family members fighting the effects of this disease. I want to live my life with my children and not wonder how long I will live.  I am starting my journey!!
 


~ My New Motto ~
I eat to live, not live to eat!!   


Thing’s I want to do without my weight!!

                              1. Walk without pain in my feet, legs back and butt ( done)
                              2.  Watch my kids in sports without being too tired to do so.
                              3. Eat without having everything drops on my chest (done)
                              4. See my toes while standing upright (done)
                              5. To ride a bike again(done) I ride 8-10 miles a day with my kids!!
                              6. Not be anger ay about my size (done)
                              7. To wear a swim suit on the beach without being humiliated
                              8. Cut my toenails without having to contort my body
                              9. Not have to pull my shirt over my gut every time I get up                                     (done)
                            10. Walk into any store and buy clothes off the rack (done)
                            11. Wear tight fitting jeans and a belt (done)
                            12. Wear high heeled shoes
                            13. Wear high heeled boots
                            14. Walk up stairs without getting winded (done)
                            15. Have no fear of having my picture taken (done)
                            16. Have boundless amounts of energy (done)
                            17. No longer feel like a slave to food or my weight
                            18. To avoid other health problems caused by obesity
                            19. To avoid early death caused by obesity
                            20. To not have to pull the legs of my shorts down every few steps.
                            21. Go to Struges.
                            22. Get my tattoos.  
                            23. To not fear falling because my balance is always off.
                            24. To not have intense leg cramps (done)
                            25. Have great sex (done)
                            26. Anisheate sex (done)
                            27. To be proud of myself (done)
                            28. To be good enough to be a bridesmaid. I was allways good enogh there loss that they didnt see that...!!!
                            29. To speak in a crowd.
                            30. To be able to take a real bath and submerge. (done)
                            31. To sleep through the night without having to get up to pee. (done)
                            32. To play ring around the rose with my little boys.(done)
                            33. To not have the constant roller coaster of dieting (done)
                            34. To ease the pain in my joints (done)
                            35. Have my family be proud of me. o (done)
                            36. To be able to get up off the floor easily (done)
                            37.  Not be over whelmed with cleaning my house.(done)
                            38. To not have bras cut into my chest, breasts and shoulders (done, I whent form a DD to a C now , I need boobs....
                            39. To be able to cross my legs (done)
                            40. To not push myself up with my arms and hands when rising from a chair (done)
                           41. To ease the burden the extra weight is putting on my heart (done)
                           42. To go to Valley Fair and ride all the roller coasters.
                           43. To be able to clean my home without it feeling like a punishment. (done)
                           44. To not have restless legs every night. (done)
                           45. To be able to turn over in bed without having to wake up first (done)
                           46. To not have to put on a "happy" face for others
                           47. To not suffer from the summer heat and being miserable (done)
                           48. To be more attractive (done)
                           49. Try new things tryine new things I whent tubbing for the first time and going to learn to swim this summer...
                           50. Shop at Victoria's Secret
                           51. No more rashes
                           52. Buy Leather (done)
                           53. Get rid of the double chins (done)
                           54. Be able to wear skirts
                           55. So I won't think people are laughing or talking about me
                           56. To be able to tie my shoes (done)
                           57. So my ankles won't swell (done)
                           58. To be able to pick something up off the floor without my face turning red. (done)
                           59. Play sports with my Kids.
                           60. Dance the whole night
                           61. To not think up some excuse for not doing something because of your weight (done)
                           62. Not worry that the seat belt in the car won’t fit. (done)
                           63. To not be afraid to step on the bathroom scale (done) I'm exited to step on it now
                           64. To never be embarrassed about my size (done)
                           65. Have my kids be proud of there mom.
                           66. Do jumping jacks. (done)and I do them on our trampoline
                           67. Be able to shave my legs completely. (done) and other spots I didnt know I had.
                           68. To not be self-conscious about eating in front of others
                           69. To not be afraid to ask which hairstyle suits my face
                           70. To not have the fear of being rejected
                           71. One size fits all and it fits me. (done)
                           72. To go between cars in a parking lot and not dust it off with my belly/butt (done)
                           73. To not be afraid to send pictures to family. (done) I love me in pitchures now I love taking them.
                           74. To not take fat jokes personally
                           75. To be able to stand still, carrying nothing and still look poised 
                           76. To cross your arms across your chest without them resting on your stomach (done)
                           77. To have my feet get smaller
                           78. To not wonder if people are nice to me because they pity me. 
                           79. To see my reflection in a mirror or store window without turning away (done) there are times I dont even reconize myself.
                           80. To stop hiding from my sister’s Now I whant them to see me but, they live so far away...
                           81. To stop hiding from the world
                           82. To look forward to shopping and just trying on clothes (done)
                           83. To be proud of myself
                           84. Stand with my feet together (done)
                           85. Read in bed by pulling my knees up and resting the book on my thighs
                           86. To not worry about rashes and sweating
                           87. To see my hip bones again (done)
                           88. Have a bath towel or even pool towel fit around me (done)
                           89. To wear stylish clothing (done)
                           90. Be able to compete for better jobs
                           91. Be able to wear a necklace again, and have a pretty neck! (done)
                           92. To wear nylons without them rolling down my stomach. (done)
                           93. Eat an ice cream without being stared at, dont know if I will ever do that with this surgury.
                           94. To sky without my legs hurting
                           95. Look forward to dressing up when going to a party (done)
                           96. Be able to scratch my back (and anywhere that itches) ~ done
                           97. Cleaning my house without taking breaks (done)
                           98. Be able to run and jump again. (done)
                           99. Live longer 
        100. I'M WORTH IT!

 

 











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Silver Lake, MN
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01/11/2007
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Aug 13, 2006
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