update

Jan 28, 2009

well the new job didnt last long....they laid 45 of us off on Jan 5th
I did quailify for unemployment but havent decided if I want to find another job or if I want to go back to school.
seems like if Im gonna do it I should do it now.
the kids got moved! I am so happy! they now have a place of their own to mess up and yell and scream in...of course Im talking about the momma and not the precious babies! I miss them like crazy but it is sooo good to have quiet in my house!
I am still hanging out at 215-220...is it a stall? am I done? I dont know but Im not worried about it.
the way I figure it I got about 30lbs of excess skin hanging around my deflated body and if it were removed I would be way under my 199 Wl goal....I have upped my bike riding to 25 mins a day and upped the protien.
  I have to admit I am slidding back into old ways...its scary and its frustrating but again after all I have been trhrough I know it will all work out...because this time I recognise the bad behaviors and can curb them.
during the holiday season I didnt try and watch myself but now Im back on  track. very mindful of my calorie and protien intake
also started doing arm excersizes with hand weights in an effort to tone up these bat wings.
 its cold,snowy and icy..good time to stay in the house and excersize!
nutti
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