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 HI I'M CHELLEY I AM 26 YEARS OLD AND I AM A STAY AT HOME MOM I HAVE ONE CHILD WHO IS 2 YEARS OLD WHO IS A BUNDLE OF JOY. I AM ALSO A LESBIAN. PLANING ON TRYING TO GET MARRIED TO HER. JUST WAITING FOR THE STATE OF MAINE TO ALLOW SAME SEX MARRAGE!!!!! ITS NOT ABOUT THE SEX YOUR WITH YOU CAN NOT CONTROL WHO YOU LOVE AND WHAT YOU LOVE AND WHO YOUR HEART BELONGS TO!!!! PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME FOR WHO I AM. GET TO KNOW ME THEN JUDGE ME.

WELL I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SKINY I NEVER WAS OVER 135LBS UNTIL I MOVED TO MAINE AND HAD THIS CRAZY FAKE RELATIONSHIP WHERE MY EX GOT PREGNANT AND I WENT THREW SYMPATHY PAINS WITH HER SINCE 2003 TO 2005 I LOST WEIGHT GOT DOWN TO 150LBS AND I WANTED TO HAVE MY OWN BIRTH CHILD SO THEN I WENT FROM 150LBS TO 222LBS AFTER BIRTH.
THEN MY EX AND I BROKE UP AND I STARTED TO LOSE MY WEIGHT AGAIN I WAS SO HAPPY ABOUT IT I GOT DOWN TO 178LBS. BUT THIS WAS BECAUSE I WAS DEPRESSED AND GOT IN THIS RELATIONSHIP THAT I AM IN NOW AND GAINED WIEGHT AGAIN. I HAVE BEEN TRYING WITH ALL MY MIGHT AND POWER TO LOSE WEIGHT AND I CANT FOR SOME REALLY ODD REASON. MY BODY IS LIKE HORDING MY FAT IT JUST DOESNT WANT TO LET GO. I WORK OUT GONE ON JUST FLUID DIETS, SOUTH BEACH DIET, ALL GREEN DIET, JUST MEET DIET, I HAVE TRYED IT ALL.
WHEN I WORK OUT I BUILD MUSCLE AND I KEEP MY WEIGHT ON I JUST GET MORE MUSCLES. PLUS I HAVE A HUGE CHEST I AM 40 I BRA AND IN NEED FOR A BREAST REDUCTION SO I MY PCP AND I TLKED ABOUT WHAT I NEED TO DO SO THEY TOLD ME TO LOSE 20 POUNDS FIRST THEN THEY WOULD SEND THE REQUEST FOR THE BREAST REDUCTION AND THAT FAILED RIGHT SO THEN MY PCP AND I TALKED ABOUT ME GETTING A LAP BAND SO NOW THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO . 
I AM GOING TO TRY TO GET APROVED TO A LAP BAND AND A BREAST REDUCTION AT THE SAME TIME BUT I WILL NOT HAVE THE SURGERYS AT THE SAME TIME IF I GET APROVED PLUS I HAVE ASTHMA, HIGH CHOLESTEROL, BAD KNEES, BAD BACK MESSED UP HIPS DIZZY SPELLS AND SO ON. SO MY PCP OFFICE GOT EVERYTHING READY AND MY PCP ENED UP HAVEN TO HAVE SURGERY ON HERSELF ONCE AGAIN POOR DR. GOLD I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER SHE WAS JUST FINE WHEN I SAW HER LAST BUT I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH HER. I HAVE MAINECARE AND MEDICARE. I HOPE I CAN START A NEW LIFE AND BECOME A BETTER PERSON. CAN ANYONE GIVE ME SOME INFO ABOUT MAINECARE AND MEDICARE?
I WILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP YOU ALL UP TO DATE WITH ME. SORRY ABOUT THE SPELLING I CANT SPELL WELL.

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