onlysunnydaysahead

My Secrets

Oct 24, 2014

Ok I am not sure how many of you have heard this. Today my husband came home and said he wanted me to check out this song. Said it was really catchy. At first I was thinking, whats this dorky junk he is bring me. The first lines of the song almost broke me. We had just had a discussion in class about being open and not being passive aggressive. Taking charge of our lives and not giving a rip about what people think. I care a lot about what other people think. It is one of my main struggles right now. This not giving a crap thing is a new concept to me and I am doing ok, the change is happening slowly but this really gave me a go to song to pump me up before I go out in public. I seriously stopped walking my dog because some chick slowed her car down and gave me a thumbs up. All the things that went through my head about what she may be thinking and that other people see my fat but walking down the street... I am sure you all can imagine. My brain gets the best of me most days. Any way I am so loving this and don't want to forget it! I like the idea of gaining confidence now because it can only get stronger after surgery as long as I do my part. 

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