been awhile...

Feb 09, 2012

so i thought i would write a lil here just to say hi to everyone an update how i been doing..last i wrote on here was a few yrs ago... omg.. its 2012!! i started my journey 2008...... had my surgery 2/09 so ive come a  long weigh since then...... the hardest thing for me is wrapping my mind around all the changes in my life... not that losing the weight hasnt been hard or a struggle cuz if i said that i would be lieing.. but... after losing nearly 300 lbs in 4 yrs ur mind never looks at anything the same way again... u cant walk into a store.. without remembering how it was b4 to have to use a scooter to get around. to have ppl staring at u an crying over not being able to even fit ina  normal bathroom stall... an so on.... i guess with obesity on the rise most of it isnt even noticed.. the bigger u are the more invisible u become to ppl... which is kinda the point since we wanted to cocoon ourselves from the world i guess.. but still so much runnin through my head all the time of the past.. sumtimes i forget im not that person anymore.... i go to get out of the car an think is there enough room for me to open the door? so i can get my fat a$$ out? oh wait.... i dont need as much room as b4...STRANGE..... lil things.. daily... idk... im rambling.. but i just wanted to let u all know im still around an still working on me.... one goal at a time.... an one day at a time..

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About Me
girardville, PA
Location
52.8
BMI
RNY
Surgery
02/23/2009
Surgery Date
Jul 07, 2008
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