takin it day by day

Sep 23, 2009

 WENT TO THE DR N YEAH!!! I LOST 10 LBS IN A WK....HEALING LOOKS GOOD BUT I FORGOT TO GET MY PAIN MED I NEED  IT TO SLEEP AT NIGHT IM TIRED OF SLEEPING ON MY SIDES I WAS SO USED TO SLEEPING ON MY STOMACH THAT IT KILLS ME NOT TO BE ABLE TO SLEEP LIKE THAT OH WELL PERHAPS SOON:)  IM VERY NERVOUS ON WHATS TO COME SUMTIMES I WONDER WAT I GOT MYSELF INTO I HAVE BEEN READING PPL STORIES N I FOUND A LADY WHO HAD THE SURGERY  BK IN JAN 05 N SHE HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE LAST YR APR 08 SHE HAD SEVERE PAIN PASSED OUT AN HAD ER SURGERY HER SMALL INTESTINE WAS TWISTED N DEAD THEY HAD TO REMOVE IT N THE DR ADVISED HER FAMILY THAT IT DIDNT LOOK GOOD N SHE PROBABLY WOULD NOT MAKE IT OUT OF SURGERY BUT SHE DID BY THE GRACE OF GOD,  ITS SO SCARY IT MADE ME NAUSEOUS THINKING BOUT THE PROBLEMS INSIDE THAT CAN SURFACE LATER ON I DONT HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO BE VERY CAREFUL N TO GET CHKD FREQUENTLLY N REPORT ALL PAIN I FEEL ITS EXCITING BOUT THE WEIGHT I WILL CONTINUE TO LOOSE BUT IS IT ALL WORTH IT??? TO PUT YOUR HEALTH ON THE LINE WE ALL HAD THE SURGERY TO BETTER OUR HEALTH RIGHT TO GET THE WEIGHT OFF TO SWAY AWAY FROM WEIGHT RELATED HEALTH PROBS??? RIGHT BUT WHAT BOUT THE AFTER WHAT BOUT YEARS AFTER I FAILED TO READ UP ON THAT BEFORE I WENT THRU W/ THIS ITS A CHANCE WE TAKE EITHER WAY WERE LOSERS......IN EVERY ASPECT

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