TAKIN IT HARD

Sep 26, 2009

  THESE LAST FEW DAYS HAVE BEEN MORE LESS PAIN FREE EXCEPT FOR AT NIGHT WHEN I SLEEP...BUT I DO OK JUST TURN SIDE TO SIDE NOT COMFORTABLE ON MY STOMACH YET EMOTIONALLY THINGS R LOOKIN UP EVERYDAY I DONT SEEM TO MOURN FOR FOOD TOO MUCH  I BEGAN PHASE 2 TODAY EATING THIKER LIQUIDS ON THE SAMPLE MENU FROM THE DIETICIAN N IT MENTIONED CREAM OF WHEAT SO I BOUGHT MALT-O-MEAL N BOY WAS I IN FOR IT I MADE ONLY 1/4 C. I TOOK 2 SMALL BITES N I WAS SO FULL I DIDNT EVEN WANNA DRINK MY FLUIDS ANYMORE I DUNNO IF IT WAS TOO HEAVEY OR WHAT BUT I FELT MISERABLE LIKE I HAD EATEN A WHOLE BUFFET BUT I KEPT BUSY INSTEAD OF SITTIN AROUND I COOKED A BIG DINNER FOR MY FAMILY N DRANK A KOT OF WATER TO GET MY FLUIDS IN I COULDNT DARE EAT OR DRINK ANYTHING HEAVY B/C I FELT SO FOOL BUT TOMORROW I WILL TRY SOMETHING DIFFERENT PERHAPS I WONT FEEL THIS WAY,,,,,BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I HAVE LOST 20 LBS. NOW N IM NOT EVEN 2 WKS POST OP YET!!!  NOW IF I COULD JUST GET THE 40 G'S OF PROTEIN IN N EAT A VARIETY OF THICKER LIQUDS (( SUGAR FREE PUDD/SUGAR FREE CARNATION INSTANT BRKFST/ CREAM OF CHKN SOUP N ALL 64 OZ. OF FLUIDS A DAY I WILL BE WELL ON MY WAY!!! SO I WILL CERTAINLY BE WORKIN ON THT STARTING TOMORROW.... IM JUST WORRIED BOUT HAVING ANY PROBS LATER ON I HAVE BEEN READING SO MUCH HERE ON OH BOUT OTHERS STORIES N THE COMPLICATIONS THEY HAVE HAD A FEW YRS AFTER THE SURGERY AND IT SCARES MEI MEAN SO FAR SO GOOD BUT U NEVER KNOW CAN NEVER BE TOO CAREFUL...

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