One month out and some days

Aug 20, 2012

 Ok I know I haven't been on here for a couple of weeks I and trying to get used to my new tummy the first two weeks on liquid wasn't so bad at least not as bad as the pain I did however ended up back in the hospital only to get some test done because the (pain) I was in at first went away and then came back ten times worse so I got a cat scan and everything came back normal that god.

The 2nd stage (purée) was the hardest for me learning how to feel full when I never did I could only eat certain things because don't like cottage cheese nor yogurt so pudding and soup were my friends lol I tried eggs and threw them up I notice that the things I USED to like I really don't like milk it taste so gross to me now even with the essentials breakfast I just choose not to bother with it anymore I did make a lot of pudding with unjury protein that's tasted ok but I can't drink the unjury because it smells so bad lol weird I know ....during this week I lost 10lbs and the first the same 

3rd stage which I'm on now soft food~I can eat chicken which I love it has 29 g of proteins I cook it and then put it in some spaghetti sauce this way it's so tender it goes down better I do cracker with cream cheese and liverworst lol I like it I use the 90cal crackers I can only eat 4 now eating on the soft food diet I'm feeling the full but only for an hr and then I'm hungry again I ignor it and drink water I am now having issue with lightheadedness all the time my blood pressure is 94/84 not normal for me but my heart rate is up I mostly feel like I'm going too pass out and they still tell me I'm ok so I made another appt to my family doctor hoping he can help me I am tring to get all my protein in but it's hard so I just do my 300 cal 32 g of protein in the am and some chicken at night if I can and that 60g of protein now drinking water ughh I feel like its a job to me now so I carry one big 50oz of bottle water with me lol I know big right but Iatlewst I'll know how much I'm getting ok so anyways Imy starting weight was 265/225im very happy stil more to go but I'm glad I'm still losing 

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