Hi, My name is Karen.  I'm 44 years old and had gastric bypass surgery laproscopically with Dr. Toder on June 23rd 2008.  So far, I have lost 95 pounds.  17 pounds during the 2 week period prior to surgery.  I have been obese since I was a child.  I have tried all the diets, WW, Nutrisystem, Atkins, blah, blah, blah.  I had probably lost over 300 pounds in my lifetime, only to gain back more each time.  At 42 years old I was diagnosed with type two diabetes.  That is what finally prompted me to look into weight loss surgery.  I started the process thinking I was going to have lap band surgery but after talking to my surgeon, realized that with a BMI of 49 and a history of knee and back problems, that probably gastric bypass was a better plan for me.  I was not afraid to have the surgery...I was more afraid of losing my eyesight or feet to diabetes.  I'm a photographer and the thought of going blind put the fear of God in me. 
I have given up a big part of my life to obesity.  I have never been married, never had children and have not been in a relationship for over 7 years.  I haven't ridden a bicycle or been swimming in over 15 years.  I would avoid restaurants with booths for fear I wouldn't fit into a booth.  I didn't travel because of the small airplane seats.  I didn't go to dances for fear someone would feel sorry for me and ask me to dance.
I now want to do everything..I am looking forward to kayaking for the first time this summer.  I want to hike at Baxter state park, go to an amusement park, go skiing, etc., etc.
My mother was unsure about me having the surgery.  She was afraid I would have complications but even more afraid that my old habits would come back and that I would not follow the plan.  She is now very proud of me and delighted that I had the surgery.  I will not let her down, I am determined to reach my goal and keep it off.
My biggest problem right now is all the loose skin around my abodomen and thighs.  I don't think I ever want to take my clothes off in front of anyone, including my doctor.  I will definately be happy when I reach my goal and I can look into plastic surgery to complete my journey. 
My main reason for having surgery is for health reasons but I must admit looking younger and slimmer is very nice too.  I recieve compliments almost every day and have learned to accept them graciously. 
If I had it to do all over again, I would.  I am so much happier now.  Please feel free to contact me via email  [email protected]

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