piercedangel1975

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Well, it's been a while.........again.  I have gained some weight back, but i am told it looks much better as i was apparently too skinny.  lol   i am ok w/this, other than several of my old eating habits have returned as well.  nooooot cool.  also, it DOES suck that i can't fit into most of my old clothes.  on the upside, part of the reason i can't, is because i recently had a tummy tuck and boob job! yaaaaaaay! i am finally the curvy girl i always wanted to be.  it feels pretty darn good.  :)  

It's been over two years since my wls.  I'm at my heaviest since having surgery-150lbs.  I am not the worried about gaining a couple extra lbs, i AM worried, about some of my old eating habits coming back.  BUT the good thing is, since having the surgery, i know what i need to do to lose it again and /or get back in control.  back off anything white-ie:white flour and white sugar.  small portions OFTEN, snack on proteins.  all of these things have been a HUGE help in my fight against fat.  
I am scheduled to have a tummy tuck and breast augmentation and lift the end of july.   lord have mercy i know it sounds shallow, but i can't WAIT for my 20 yr reunion.  lol  5 more years. 

Once i have healed up a bit I will post pics.

I seem to have leveled out for a while now between 143 and 146 (that is generally on my period tho) at a size six (for the most part).  i could NOT be happier.  it's amazing.  i am going to look into plastic surgery FOR CERTAIN on my tummy, and boobs, possibly thighs...we'll see how much.  i feel like a new woman.  i still have work on my eating habits.  i think i will always struggle.  but now like i used to! :)

thank you God, Dr A, , my husband Kevin.

well, first of all, i had no idea it had been so long since i posted!  sheesh!  i think i DID post on the forum, just not here on my blog.  

i LOOOOOVE my sleeve.  i have, however, been abusing it heavily.    the past couple of MONTHS i have been going closer and closer to my old eating habits and this WEEK i am getting a handle on it.  kev and i are going back to no processed foods and getting all this crappy food OUT of our systems.  
last night i FREAKED myself out by trying to binge on CRAP.  we didn't have much 'crap' in the house to speak of, but i ate everything in sight (in small amounts, but bigger then when i first got the surgery of course) AND constantly ALL night.  it was scarey.  blech.  tooooo much like the old me. 
i am enjoying the new thinner me WAY too much to revert back.  i have gained ten lbs back from my smallest size, but in all honesty, i still would look better gaining ANOTHER ten lbs or so.  i am just scared to gain! 

anyway, here's hoping i can get it together.

Tomorrow marks 11 months since my surgery.   next month will be one year....

i just tried on cocktail dresses in a size six.

thank you God, thank you Dr. A and thank you Kevin.

Seriously....i am just amazed.  i weigh 148lbs.  i've lost over 100lbs.  i just have to thank God and Dr A and my hubby one more time.   i know i will gain some back, it's just inevitable, because i still struggle w/my eating habits.  they have gotten worse, but i still keep trying.  if i can keep that up....i'm golden.  :)

i'll post some new pics :)

yesterday was my 7month surgiversary.  i'm 2 lbs below my big bad goal.  my "if dreams came true" goal.  my "too good to hope for" goal.  and i beat it.  Thank you God for granting me this.  Thank you Dr. A.   And thank you Kevin, my wonderful husband.

THIS CAN NOT BE POSSIBLE.  i never REALLY thought i would see this happen.  i'm only four lbs away from my big bad goal.  in my wildest dreams i hoped to achieve this.  i would have been happy to get back down to 203, which was my lowest weight since i was about 26 or so.   ideally i wanted to hit 180, which was my lowest weight in my adult life (about 20).   i haven't weighed less then 180 since i was in seventh grade.  maybe eighth.  i remember going to lane bryant to buy to school clothes, i believe for 8th grade.  and i wore 14's then.  so yeah, never weighed less then 180 since BEFORE highschool.   and i'm nearly there.  i'm nearly to my DREAM weight.   thank you God for allowing me this gift and thank my husband for supporting me and literally buying me a new life.  i am truly blessed.

I'm only nine flippin lbs away from my big bad goal.  my goal i never thought i'd actually achieve to be honest.   my goal that was my DREAM.  my it'd-be-cool-to-get-down-to-this-but-i'll-be-satisfied-
if-i-get-to-190lbs goal.
Between that and being ONE day away from closing on our new house and 5 days from moving into it, it's possible i will EXPLODE.   seriously.  grr.  eck.  bleah.   of course it's al exciting stuff, but i just am about to crack w/all the hurry up  and wait going on!  i'm ready to get back to my life.  i haven't worked out in a month.  i haven't belly danced in three or four weeks and can't work on a new costume or choreo until we're moved in.   i can't concentrate on ANYTHING else til we're moved!!!!!!!  ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!

But my six month is coming up soon!!!!!!