piercedangel1975
good grief!
Aug 02, 2009
well, first of all, i had no idea it had been so long since i posted! sheesh! i think i DID post on the forum, just not here on my blog.i LOOOOOVE my sleeve. i have, however, been abusing it heavily. the past couple of MONTHS i have been going closer and closer to my old eating habits and this WEEK i am getting a handle on it. kev and i are going back to no processed foods and getting all this crappy food OUT of our systems.
last night i FREAKED myself out by trying to binge on CRAP. we didn't have much 'crap' in the house to speak of, but i ate everything in sight (in small amounts, but bigger then when i first got the surgery of course) AND constantly ALL night. it was scarey. blech. tooooo much like the old me.
i am enjoying the new thinner me WAY too much to revert back. i have gained ten lbs back from my smallest size, but in all honesty, i still would look better gaining ANOTHER ten lbs or so. i am just scared to gain!
anyway, here's hoping i can get it together.
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About Me
raymore, MO
Location
21.6
BMI
Surgery
01/04/2008
Surgery Date
Surgeon
Nov 20, 2007
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