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Feb 18, 2010

As I said, still working out the bugs ladies.  You can either add your photos right too this post, or maybe make a link to photos on your own blod, or make an album here.  Whatever you find easiest.  WELCOME!
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See if I remember how to do this....

Jan 05, 2010

K....Where to begin.
In a sentence, I am a happily married(for the most part) Mom of 3; two of whom have special needs, and the one that doesn't is a teenage girl, so, enough said there.  LOL
At one time I was vibrant and audacious and sassy.  I was going to work in TV or radio.   Initially I gave all of it up for a man(not the one I married), and then I gave it up for my children.  I have sacraficed who I am, and while I say I don't regret it for the needs of my children, one look at me will tell you otherwise.  I am 400+ pounds, with 440 being my highest.  I am basically immobile, with knee, hip and back pain, often incontinent, and just plain lazy.  No wonder there have been problems in other areas of my life, huh? 
Well, I am going to do the surgery...my initial appointment is in 9 days and if they sy I am a good candidate, I am IN!  I want me back sooooo bad I can taste it.  I want to be able to have my awesome Husband to be able to wrap his arms around me again.  I want to be able to whip around an arena on a pair of skates and feel the wind whip over my skin and through my hair.  I want to alleviate some of the extra responsibility my Husband has had to take on because of my limitations.  I want it ALL BACK!  I feel like I am buried up to my neck in sand and trying to dig myself out with a teaspoon.  But DAMMIT, I am digging! 
Wish me luck!
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About Me
Windham Centre, XX
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26.0
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RNY
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04/30/2010
Surgery Date
Jul 20, 2007
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