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Hello everyone ,

Happy new year and welcome new members. I am good had a wonderful  new year.  I have had so much death in my family that it could have brought me to my knees but it did not.  I have been steadily moving forward.  I have good days and bad.  I got pregnant again and gave birth on the day of my sisters funeral.  Life is bittersweet like that.  I love my new angel.  I pray we all stay upbeat and blessed. 

Hello everyone,

I can't believe that it has been so long since I updated.  But believe me when I  say I have been here everyday reading.  I am doing ok.  I have lost loved ones on this journey.  This has been a up and down year.  I am still forging ahead.  I hope everyone is doing well.  All my Love.

Dee

Hie everyone I know it has been a while since I posted.  But believe me when I say I have been on here everyday lurking and reading.  I am happy everyone is doing well.  Welcome to all the new members.  It has been 2yrs for me it seems like just yesterday.  Since I have been on this journey so much has happened.  I lost my dad last year then turn around and lost my baby.  I could have just gave up.  You know what I did not.

I know that there is a plan for me.  What the plan is I don;t know.  Maybe I am not meant to know what gods plan is for me now.  He will let me know in his time not mine.  All I know is I have to continue looking forward and not back.  I know it is easier said than doing.  Trust me when I say it is a process.  Look none of us are perfect but we try.  God grants us a blessing  everyday we have another chance to get it right.  I am not preaching please don't take it that way.  This is my truth.  Sometimes when things happen we are more open to understanding.  I guess I will stop now.  Praying everyone has a great holiday and we all keep our weight under control.  Love you all Dee aka pokie123

Hello OH Family,

I am finally able to add a post.  The last time that I posted I stated that I was having problems in my pregnancy.  Well I went into early  labor and my son died.  It has almost been 3 months.  I have good and bad days.  I pray my strength in the lord.  I think of you guys always.  My weight is doing pretty good.  I only gained 5 lbs while pregnant and that is gone.  Thanks to all my prayer warrriors on here.

Welcome to all the new members here.  And I know all my friends here are doing good.  Be blessed

Hello OH,

I am sorry that I have not posted but I am here every day lurking and reading.  I have been having problems in my pregnancy and I have been trying to remain positive.  Please pray my strength in the lord.  I hope that everyone is doing well on there journey.  I think about each of you.  be good and god bless each of you.

Dee

Happy new year everyone.  I have been so tired lately.  I just don't want to post.  I have been sick and feeling run down.  Found out I was pregnant.  I am very excited and happy.  I am down to 196.  I am very happy. Pray that I have a safe and happy pregnancy.  And I am starting back today checking my site.  Love you guys.

Hello Everyone,

I hope everyone is doing fine on there journey.  I am doing pretty good.  I am down to 202.  I am happy thanking god that I am still alive.  I hope everyone is thankful for what we have and not for what we don't.  What I mean is sometimes we think we need something when really if we think about it we don't..  If bills are due and we can't make it.  We need to not stress out.  God has brought us to far.  Sometimes it is a test.  It is our storm to go through and see what is on the other side.  It is so easy to take mans way out and try to work it out when all we do is mess it up.  We need to rely and stand on our faith.  I know i will make it through.  I wish you all and joyous  holiday season.  Be good to ourselves and others.  I know easier said than done.  Remember we are all a work in progress.  Also remember thank the lord for this day.  Ask him to give you what you need for just today.  Try it .  Dee

Hello OH family,  I am on here everyday but have not posted in a while.  I still know whats going on.  I am doing good with my weight.  I am down to 206 trying to get in onederland.  I know I will.  Overall I am doing fine.  I still miss my dad , but it is getting better.  I will be 38 in a couple of weeks on 10/22.  My niece gave me a early bday party on saturday at longhorn steakhouse it was great.  I want to thank all of you for keeping me in your prayers.  May god bless and keep each of you.

Hello family,

I have been sort of out of it.  I want to think all of you for your support when my dad died.  The good thing that  happened afterwards is my oldest sister we are one year apart found out she was pregnant.  That was funny.  I took my mom and some of her friends and our family on an overnight beach trip.  I have also updated a few photos.  These last few months have been with highs and lows so many deaths.   God is and can make a way.  Be good family until next time.

Hello,

I know that I have not posted this month.  I Just returned to work today.  My father passed away 2wks ago yesterday.  I am trying to take that one day at a time.  I know my mom needs me to be strong.  I have not been eating as I should. Basically what that means is.  I have not had an appetite.  I need to eat and I am trying to get back on track with food and liquids.  I have just been trying to get through the day.  I have faith that I will.  God is good.  He will see us through.  Thanks family for letting me vent.  I am back.  I weighed in this morning and I weighed in at 225.  I am getting where I need to be.  Please keep me in your prayers.