PPARRA59
Hi to all! My name is Priscilla Ann.
I am 5"6. I am not at all ashamed of my height but my WEIGHT, that is another story. 
Let me begin by stating that I am a very proud wife and mother. I have 3 beautiful children with my high school love to whom I have been married to for 9 yrs now!! I have 2 wonderful boys that are 8 & 6 yrs. of age. I also have a Beautiful daughter (momma's girl) who is 2 yrs. old. I love my life to the fullest until it comes to my weight.
I have never been a tiny girl! I have always been thick. I think I started to notice myself picking up weight right at the my senior year. I wasn't very heavy until of course after my 1st child and then for some reason after that 3rd one, Whoah did I pack on the pounds.
I have anxiety from stress, I have depression, lots of back pain & it is like day and night I think about my weight problem. 
It controls my life. I have tried weight watchers, atkins, south beach diet, calorie counting, slim fast, green tea pills . Yes, some of it works when you stick to it, but as soon as you don't, you blow up bigger than you were b4 you even started. 
I no longer want to struggle with this weight. Everyone says to me...You are so pretty! You are so cute!! You don't carry your weight bad!! You look nice how you are!!
All that goes in one ear and out the other! Even when my husband tells me how beautiful he thinks I am it goes in one ear and out the other because I don't feel attractive. My mother is thin and so are my 4 siblings i am the only one suffering with this issue...Thank God I don't have any severe health problems at the moment except depression, which I feel would go away in due time after some weight loss kicks in. I was really intrested in the RNY procedure the most and thinking is best for me. I have been looking into surgery within a couple of yrs. I havent had it yet I am on a waiting list although my family doesn't agree with it 
I am going to Proceed... now it is time for Priscilla to be happy with Priscilla and I have to do what is right for me. I have to love "Priscilla" because if I don't love me, how can I love others???? 
