Saturday - Day -3

Oct 16, 2009

OK, I am getting a little scared now.  My mind is thinking what is wrong with me that I can't just continue eating like I am except have one decent meal per day.  I know me and I know I would be back to my old eating habits.

I am also worried because I am at work tonight and still have to work Saturday and Sunday night.  The other nurse working with me is sick and is getting worse as the night progresses.  I am so worried that I will get what she has and then the surgery will have to be postponed.  I have been washing my hands and using hand sanitizer like it is going out of still.  Trying to avoid her as much as possible without making her feel like she has the plague!!!  She works yet tonight and I am trying to talk her into calling in sick.  She doesn't want to at this point.  Wish me luck.

Even though I am a little scared and apprehensive, I can't wait.  I just want to be on the other side of this.

Pat

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