Im glad about it

Aug 27, 2011

Well on this past Wednesday, I finally was able to meet with the case manager. MY God that seemed as if it took forever. But I am a firm believer that in Gods time, things will happen. Nevertheless, I was able to set my date for surgery. I am super excited about it. I am officially 30 days away for having surgery. I must say that this journey hasnt been an easy road to travel. I don't ever really remember being skinny. I started off as being alittle chuncky. Then I graduated to the plump club, and without my permission I was elevated to the fat society. It wasnt until I really became adult that I really began to see the prejudice that over weight people face. One thing that I always hear, "You have such a pretty face to be a big girl." Huh ???????????? So what does that mean. I never really understood the comment, and really dont care too. I said all of that to say, I bless God for this journey that I am. Sad to say that everyone that started off with me, wont be with me at the finish line. Many refuse to accept the transformation that I have chosen to take. My Bishop preached a message on last Sunday, and closed out by saying, "In this season, God has given you permission TO DO YOU." And with the permission from God, I am going to do just that. I am doing me. No Im not being selfish, because thats not who I am. But I am chose to live. I chose to be happy. I have made the decison to be all that I can be. And I am just patiently waiting for the skinny girl to let loose. I am super excited.

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