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Its a year on april 5 2011... I stopped losing weight 4 months ago. i am eating everything i  used to eat before the surgery except smaller amount. i am able to drink hal a 16 oz of water in one gulp. before the surgery i was able to drink a whole bottle in one gulp. so what happens if you gain your weight back? do they do another surgery? Ive lost my will power again. going thru too much at work and home and fruits and veggies arent tastey to me. i have been eat animal style protein burgers at in and out at least twice a week. no fries, no drink. i probably leave a 1/4 of it and eat it later. i need motivation guys.

So happy Im losing weight just dont like the loose skin... oh my thighs are killing me the most... more than my arms and stomach

over 300 pounds

Starting to lose weight

starting to feel myself...lol

60 pounds lost

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Hey people. Im okay so far. I ate taco bell today...Yep half a taco. and like4 dorrito chips. Yeah i kno alot of you out there are like no pasta no rice and im here effin up everthing ...Well Im me and I gotta deal with my own stupidity. So much for me getting ready for my wedding huh... I been at the same weight for like a month... I aing complaining though...  ttyl just wanted to update you guys let you know im still alive.

 I dont know what to do with my self. had the surgery 15 days ago and im sooooo depressed. how do i get out of this ugly feeling? i guess I didnt do my research. I didnt know how much was gonna be taken from me. My whole lifestyle has to change. Im not even excited about my wedding and honeymoon. Ive lost 20 pounds and that hasnt made me happy at all. i had heart burn all last nite and wanted to throw up all day yesterday. Protein taste nasty. I can barely drink a whole 8oz of it. This is soooo Effed up I cant turn back.

wow!!!! Thats all I can say. I had the surgery. I layed up in the hospital for 5 stinkin days. first two days I was ok. then I got sick and started throwing green nasty tasting stuff all day. I couldnt drink for 2 days. not even let me have ice. They kept telling me ice causes gases. i did regret having surgery. I wanted it reversed. what had I done to myself?i followed what ever they told me. I begged my doctor to let me out this past Sunday and he did. I have been doing nothing but drinking fluids. I made and 8oz cup of instant breakfast yesterday , drank water all day and this morning did the same thing. now im ready to eat. mom made some off the wall crazy stuff. like left over  mashed potatoes, chicken nuggets and potstickers and i want to try them all. im going a lil crazy right now wanting to eat food. is this natural. i want pickels, cucumbers with lemon and salt. NOW!  can i just have a spoon of some mashed potatoes? dammit I still got that fat girl mentality. did you guys cheat? and how'd it go?

im soooo scared. its thursday afternoon and i get my rny this monday. ive been eating like crazy. Sunday is my liquid day. Yep im doing bad. Can you guys assure me that imma be fine. Have you ever heard of anyone dying on the table? oh my gosh. i also think im scared cuz i wont be able to eat. omg. help please. oh yeah what about the pain? how is it?