PrettyPixieGirl
Onederland
Feb 13, 2010
So Feb has been the most frustrating month so far. We are half way through the month and I have only lost 2 lbs. I sat at 200.6 for a week. Had one teasing day of 200.2. Really? Really?!?! Today started much the same. 200.6.. I did everything after that.. Went to the bathroom, took a steaming hot shower.. I even shaved to get every freaking oz off of me! When I was done.. 199.6. Hell yeah! I am gonna take it. Now I just would like Feb to pick up abit. I am going to see my boyfriend Feb 24th and I had hoped to almost be in the 180's by this point. La sigh.I will try to go forward with accepting happily what I have accomplished and forget where I had wanted to be. I have not been below 200 for over 10 years. I am starting to obsess over PS much like I did the months before I got my VSG. I want an Achorcut TT or LBL and BL/BA. I started debating MX or a Residency program here. Money is an issue. I will probly need to wait til taxes next year and work my arse off with OT. I am starting the PM's to members who have been there and have the wisdom I need. I started looking at all the B&A photos I can find. I drool and dream over how my hanging thick tummy cause become smooth. I am not looking for perfect or tiny. I just want normal. Don't we all?
