PrettyPixieGirl
Looking back
Feb 17, 2010
I was looking through my best friend's facebook page and I came across the photos of us in NYC july 09. It was right before my surgery. Probly the best photographic proof of what I looked like before I made a life changing decision. I added some of those photos here. They made a HUGE impact on my mental body imagine.1) I never realized I was that big. And I can now see HUGE changes that I just can not see in the mirror. When I look in the mirror I can only see what still needs to be done, not where I have come from. 2) Though my weight stopped me from doing a lot of things, I still dressed with my cute and funky style. I still made the best I could with what I had.If you are preop I strongly suggest not hiding from that camera. You need to see where you are and when post op where you have come from. It helps so much. My best friend and I plan on going back to NYC when I reach goal and I am going to reenact some of these photos. I think it would make a very interesting Before and After journey.
