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Sep 29, 2008

So Today I called the peoria surgical group and got a pamplet sent to me the good thing is they do take medical card for the 815 and 309 area code she said!  so we will go from there once I get the pamplet I will have to get a referral from my family doctor and she said theres steps u got to do before they will pay for it but im willing to do anything because I am ready to make a change in my life. :) 


I have this song that I have loved sense I was about 15 its by Britney Spears called Let me be me and it consist of the fact that people in my life don't think I have enough power to do the things I want the truth is when I put my heart to somthing i won't stop and for the last 19 months sense I had my daughter I kept working so hard to lose the weight but I either would lose some and then it would be right back or I just more so mainted the weight so in one part of the song  "You think that I might Back Down but I wont its my philosphy to be what I wanna be."  and it just talks about people who think they know you , who doubt you thats what ive had alot of. 

I get people I went to school with  wow you have gained alot of weight. and it hurts.
but i am a fanatic of britney spears and theres songs of hers I love working out too and it gives me so much energy and makes me work that much of harder even if it is just to maintain the weight so I don't keep gaining like I was for awhile though last night I weighed myself and it showed I am 2lbs down from the last time I weighed myself.

Well Im going to go put my Britney Spears "Blackout" Cd on and go work out and ill be back later :)    im so excited about starting the process to hopefully be able to get the surgery done . !  be the person ive dreamed of for so long. 

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