6-6-11

Jun 06, 2011

Well nothing much has changed lately so I have been slack about my blog . I am holding steady at around 210 and have noticed I can eat more lately. I do have a fill appt. next friday so that is good.:) I am hoping that will kick start the weight loss again.
My Bipolar is acting up right now and I am struggling with depression and mood swings.:(  I am going to have to get better about taking my meds . I am not good at that at all. I HAVE to get better at it though so I can stay stable and not have any more serious issues. Ughhhh. Spring/early summer is my bad time I have a history of becoming manic around this time of the year. So I am always cautious when things start going down hill this time of year. The whole medicine thing is not helping though. I am back on them now and plan to make it a habit to stay on them. It is something I just have to do. But waiting for them to kick in is no fun. That should be my lesson here. If I had not stopped taking them regularly I probably would not be in this spot.
Oh well gonna try to fake til I can make it!  Gotta keep on going and try to stay one step ahead of this black cloud following me around.

3 Comments