nervous!

Jul 27, 2011

ack! im getting so nervous, my surgery is just around the corner. 12 days. yay but also ahhh! excited yet scared is how im feeling. i cant wait for it to be over and to be feeling good., working out, and eating healthy! i cant hardly handle the heat these days cause i sweat like like a construction worker haha but luckily we live real close to a mall so i plan to go every day and walk that way im in the ac and i cant get inspired by walking past shops like american eagle, arepostal, and i hope to one day be brave enough to step into abercrombie and fitch. seriously why do the have all the windows covered i mean the place looks like an exclusive club and its soo intimidating! im sooooo excited bc my twin sister is having rny too one week after me! we be on our weight loss journey together! im just sad bc she lives in indiana and i live in tenn :( but im hoping she will move here soon! im really struggling with the whole last meal mentality. its that time of the month so im starving from that but i also keep thinking oh i want this or oh i want that! im just trying hard not to go crazy!
thanks for reading my rambles! 
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needles. i despise you.

Jul 19, 2011

so since i moved to tenn i still have to go to my doctor in Ohio for my surgery and so we made the 6 hour drive this sunday for my 4 appointments this past monday. long drive but sooo worth it! i now have everything pre op done so next trip down ill be getting my surgery :) so since i have a history of asthma i had to have a blood gas test, which means they have to get a sample of the blood that hasnt filtered through my body yet and still has oxygen in it. theres only 3 places you can get it from, your heart, your inner thigh, or the inside of your wrist. this is not like when you normally have blood drawn cause the needle has to go straight into the artery! ugh so yea 3 tries on the insides of my wrist later and we finally hit my artery. needless to say it hurt. a lot. lol im not into pain at all! but neway im doing good and im so thankful that i dont have to do a liquid diet i just need to stay low cal and high protein and start working on protein shakes, neways good luck all!
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my goals

Jul 04, 2011

so here are some of my goals:

* get through my surgery with no complications
*to fit in an actual pair of jeans, not stretchy jeans
* have more energy
* walk a mile without getting winded
* get healthy
* find a man who will treat me the way i should be treated
* love life
 i know there are lots more but these are the ones that really stick out right now! what are your goals? any thoughts about plastic surgery once youve hit you goal weight?
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a new begining

Jun 18, 2011

I've just moved to Tennessee this week and I'm loving it here! I'm recently divorced and me and my son are living with my parents till I get back on my feet, but the awesome news is that I finally have a SURGERY DATE!!!! yay! August 8th is when my new life begins and I couldn't be more excited! I started this process in feb of this year and after completing all my pre reqs I'm approved! I left my ex-husband in January and since then I have lost 39 pounds and am ready to shed this fat and let the real me shine through. I look in the mirror and don't recognize the person staring back, I don't feel the way I look. It took a long time to really realize and accept my weight and it's not who I wanna be! So here's to new beginings!
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08/08/2011
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