nervous!

Jul 27, 2011

ack! im getting so nervous, my surgery is just around the corner. 12 days. yay but also ahhh! excited yet scared is how im feeling. i cant wait for it to be over and to be feeling good., working out, and eating healthy! i cant hardly handle the heat these days cause i sweat like like a construction worker haha but luckily we live real close to a mall so i plan to go every day and walk that way im in the ac and i cant get inspired by walking past shops like american eagle, arepostal, and i hope to one day be brave enough to step into abercrombie and fitch. seriously why do the have all the windows covered i mean the place looks like an exclusive club and its soo intimidating! im sooooo excited bc my twin sister is having rny too one week after me! we be on our weight loss journey together! im just sad bc she lives in indiana and i live in tenn :( but im hoping she will move here soon! im really struggling with the whole last meal mentality. its that time of the month so im starving from that but i also keep thinking oh i want this or oh i want that! im just trying hard not to go crazy!
thanks for reading my rambles! 

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