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It seems incredible how much a life can change in just 6 months.  How  is it that so many important thing can change in just a short amount of time when you have years becoming what you are at this moment! Surgery was the catalyst for all that is now becoming my new life. I am  happy to have done it, I am healthier and feeling better and working through the obstacles that changes always  bring along . I am learning so much about myself , about how i relate to others and situations just by cutting food out of my life. Sometimes painful realizations but oh so necessary  and I understand that without them I will not grow as a person. 

I am upset about my husbands comments considering me too thin.   I am still overweight according to the doctors charts so I know  this is not something mentally wrong on my part, poor self image, etc.  I    never thought I would be hurt about someone calling me too thin but it  hurts.  The message   behind the comments are just as hurtful  as being called fat, basically I feel being shunned because of my weight, only this time it happens to be that I am too thin! This is a first for sure. 

Maybe I am hormonal and am taking this too hard.