So proud of myself so far but having doubts I will fail.

May 19, 2014

I have been preparing myself for surgery since March.  I'm down to 314.8 from a starting weight of 350.4.  I am very proud of myself for that.  I am truly hoping to be at 310 by surgery date which is June 12th.  I have fear that after surgery I'm going to fail, this is a new feeling.  I'm not sure where it is coming from.  I'm a few weeks from going in for surgery and I'm not rethinking the surgery or anything like that but I am having doubts I will be able to continue like 6 months after surgery.  Did any of you have this feeling? 

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