qjinc
Up/Down/Up/Down
Mar 16, 2009
I keep losing the same five pounds over and over. I have been better about my eating but what is weird is that all of a sudden my band feels as if it is tightening up. I cannot eat in the morning. But then I was never that interested in breakfast anyway. I can drink my vitamins and a cup of coffee. But that is about it. If I try to eat anything, it almost gets stuck. I am having a hard time remembering to chew....I have to really concentrate on eating for me to do so. And that is hard. I have been not drinking during meals which is an improvement. So I have made some changes but not enough yet to make a difference. I am deathly afraid of stretching out my pouch and am afraid I have done so already simply because I can eat what I want and how much I want. But I think somewhere in the back of my mind that that is mainly because I have no restriction. I am looking forward to next week so that I can actually get a fill and some restriction. But I am a little scared as well. I want to be able to at least drink water, And of course, I don't want to throw up or get stuck. I do feel my body changing and people are starting to notice. Especailly in my face. Its like I am melting from the head down. Oh and my hands and feet are getting thinner. Oh yeah, thats where I need to lose weight...my hands and feet. Thanks a lot!
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About Me
Arlington, TX
Location
49.9
BMI
Surgery
01/13/2009
Surgery Date
Nov 20, 2006
Member Since
