VSG surgery 86

Jun 05, 2010

VSG 86 Bummed out bum

  ??7.4 weight today,  1.6 lbs lost from last weight,  67 pounds lost total

"Yay for me, " I say halfheartedly through the thick cloud of funk that surrounds me. I'm losing weight well, and I'm at the lowest weight since I started on this swashbuckling adventure so let me get that out of the way before I start in on the whine and cheese platter.
This week, I've really not been feeling my usual upbeat self. I feel like I need something, but I don't know what that something is. Hopefully, this temporary void, this uneasiness in my chest, will heal up on its own and all of this heaviness will just vanish back into the valley whence it came. Its really hard to describe something when I don't even know what it is. I'm just feeling really bummed.
I'm wearing more and more prepreggo stuff ( and even some of that is getting loose), I'm more social, more active. All of that good stuff that comes with VSG surgery is manifest is my life right at this moment, and while I appreciate it, I'm not in the headspace to celebrate it. Maybe someone would psychoanalyze me and say that I'm missing my old friend Food.  Maybe I need food. Or friends. Or friends with food.....eh.....who the hell really knows. Anyway, thanks for being here with me ( and if you're coming with food, please bring vegetarian samosas)....

ttyl 3 comments Links to this post

0 Comments

About Me
TX
Location
30.3
BMI
VSG
Surgery
02/19/2010
Surgery Date
Sep 24, 2009
Member Since

Friends 125

Latest Blog 26

×