creeping up on my 2nd trimester :)

Jun 05, 2010

Well its been 4 weeks since my first announcement of being pregnant and this has been wild! I have had every pregnancy symptom in the book and now @ almost 13 wks do I feel Ro coming back but I've felt this before lol I have had the worse dreams of miscarriages or this is a dream that I'm going to wake up from because I can't believe THIS has happened to me!! 

I was FINALLY  wrapping my head around enjoying the place where I am and not looking and stressing over at the next field or goal because that equates to stress which equates to overeeating and weight gain so I was content with enjoying the childless life. Although, this was a great joy I am still shock that I have a little person growing inside of me and its not about me anymore. I love that my waist is spreading that I can't  wear my size 8's its hard to wrap my mind around being ok with gaining when for all my adult life I've been trying to lose. I have an appt witg the NUT on Tuesday and my OB on Thursday to hopefully hear the heartbeat

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