queenbee37
Will I ever beat this food addiction!!??!!
Will I ever wake up one day and WANT to exercise? Will I ever RATHER a salad instead of a Bigmac? Will I ever not fill my plate to capacity when I know that I can only eat a small portion of what is on it? Will I ever be able to stop "weighing in" every Monday? Will I ever be able to get rid of my "fat pictures" and pretend that I was never fat? Will everyone in my family ever forget that I used to be fat and stop saying, everytime that I eat, "you better watch out before you gain ALL that weight back!"? Will I ever remember that I no longer have to use the BIG bathroom stall? Will I ever look in the mirror and be satisfied that I am a "good size"? Will I ever stop comparing myself to every woman I see -sayng to myself " I wonder if I'm bigger than her?" Will I ever stop hearing from "freinds" how such and such lost 50 pounds-WITHOUT surgery? Will I ever be able to eat a piece of cake, or pie or ice cream without feeling sooo guilty and unworthy of my surgery? Will I ever be NORMAL?
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About Me
Miami, FL
Location
29.5
BMI
Surgery
10/26/2006
Surgery Date
Oct 14, 2006
Member Since
