Jumped Another Hurdle!

Jan 06, 2010

I'm finally in onederland!  I treated myself, as promised to a beauty day.  Only I had to nix the pedi because it was so darn cold that day.  I promised myself that I will reschedule though.  I feel great.  I'm glad I have my OH community to express my feelings to because my husband is starting to have issues with my weight loss.  He's becoming very insecure.  Always looking at me funny and asking who's calling me.  It is so frustrating.  I'm happy to look and feel better but, I'm not looking for or interested in anyone outside of my marriage.  It's making me feel like I have to pull back a little on what I wear and that makes me angry with myself.  This is something I didn't expect.  I won't continue to alter who I'm becoming inside and out just to appease him. 

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