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Aug 12, 2012

Today I am in a mood. I am trying to get my house organized before surgery which happens to be the first week of school. I feel out of my usual optimistic self. I know I am on a emotional rollercoaster but I wonder what things will be like. My past failure with weight loss and things in my personal life (choices in men) have me questioning myself. I want the new improved healthy me to come out but will it really happen? I know a lot of people in my situation have the same questions. I guess I have the blues. Come on surgery! I am tired of this weight making my knee worse. I can't stand around and walk a lot which makes me irritable to for a 40 year old. Just not happy. I will pull thru this I just needed to vent. 17 more days.. oh please hurry...

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08/29/2012
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Jun 23, 2012
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