FRUSTRATION

Dec 18, 2008

I know its been a while since I've posted anything but so much has happened.  I got my insurance approval!!!!!!!!!  I was so excited when I found out I was in tears.  So i went about the business of tying up all loose ends before my surgery date of November 18th, I was so excited. But on November 3rd all of my happiness went right down the drain, during my pre-surgery visit my doctor tells me she is postponing my surgery because my Vitamin D levels were to low and she instructed me to lose an additional 20LBS!   I was devastated, I knew I had to lose weight before my surgery but an additional 20lbs 2 wks before my surgery.  I couldnt believe this was happening to me, to be so close and to have it taken away really crushed my spirit.  To add "icing to the cake" my insurance changes on January 1st so I'll lose my approval!!! So far ive been able to lose 10lbs and this was during the Thanksgiving Holiday so I was excited about that, and I've been give a new surgery date of January 16th,  but all my paperwork has to submitted to my new insurance company !!!   So I'm back to the waiting game again.  I really just want to give up but my mom keeps telling me ive come to far to quit now.  So people please pray for me (my sanity mainly lol) and my insurance approval.  I will keep everyone posted!!!!! 

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