Trista Wilson
Depressed & Trying To Turn To Food...
Aug 08, 2010
Today has been a rough day, I have been so very depressed about EVERYTHING! Of course before surgery I could turn to my ole buddy "food" to get me through and make me feel better. I have been thinking about it all day non-stop...It's like when I tried to stop smoking...All I could think about all day was a cigarette, inhaling it, exhaling it...UGH!I don't even know why I am so depressed, one thing is the husband is making me mad...the first week I was home he was all about helping me around the house, then I try and do some things on my own to keep myself busy and all of a sudden I am healed and he can sit back and do nothing...not even an offer! Frustrating!
I did find this awesome drink called "Fuze, slenderized" it's like 10 calories and 0-1g of sugar in an 8 oz cup. It's so yummy and Wal-Mart sells it for $1.00 a bottle...Can't beat that. I did weight myself today....*drum roll* 295.4!!! That is 37lbs down! Woot! I am super duper excited since I had a goal of reaching 290 before Oct 10th, we have a wedding to go to and I wanna get a nice new dress. I can see me passing that goal right up.
So, as you can see my emotions are all over the place...Is this normal? Am I going insane? What is the matter with my brain!?
Any thoughts or advice or ideas are certainly welcome! Thanks so much!
