What a difference a day makes!

Aug 08, 2011

 
Im so in love with my grandbaby...she has brought me so much joy and memories.  Hi Family, it's been awhile.  I have been busy trying to re-invent myself. I started school in the fall of 2010.. Im studying to become a professional photographer...freelance and one day forensic.  I just got a new camera..my baby a Cannon EOS T3i...not the top of the line but a good start.  When summer arrived I was worried weather or not i would be able to fit into my clothes from last year and to my suprise, i could.  That has not happened in a long time, usually i have to buy a bigger size...Good for me.  
I do find myself watching a lot of food shows....don't know how i got hooked maybe when i was recovering from surgery...that's all i use to do. Im still walking daily.  I dont work out, which i know i could use the workout to build muscle in my arms and legs and work on my belly.  I remember before i started my journey, the only wish i had for plastic surgery were my breast.  ummm....now since the twins have shrunk...my real wish is to have my stomach fixed, considering my doctor told me when i started, my end weight should be 140 lbs...not for me...You get too thin, too many things sag, like your cheeks, chin, belly, back, inner thighs. I thought i wanted to be that small but since i saw how i looked at my lowest weight 175...i got too many complaints about looking sick.  I did not gain the weight on purpose, it just happened while i was coming out of grieving. I still drink sugar free pops...don't pay much attention to caffeine...bad me...I watch my serving sizes also.  I just recently had bloodwork for my thyroid levels done and everything was ok but i was lacking Vitamin D3.. So I am taking those.  


 I change my look often.. right now im sporting a short hair cut. I was also able to get into a 42 DD bra....long stretch from 52G and its a strapless bra.yeah for me.  

Im happier now since the loss of my husband. I have a boyfriend and each and every day is a struggle for me because of all the changes i have come across.  But all in all he hangs in there with me and supports me as much as my husband use to do. Im also  working on a better relationship with my mom..and my youngest son.  My grandbaby keeps me busy, my affliation with my high school alumni keeps me busy and my constant faith in God, keeps me believing and hoping for great things to come. 

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