raziee
Mom of 5 boys from 2 to 18 and still young myself. I started having kids at 16 and lost my childhood to motherhood. I dont complain. Because I have the most wonderful children and have had many blessings becuse of them. But my teenage years were not spent doing teenage things. I did graduate highschool. But that is about it. I married at 16 and divorced after haveing 2 sons with him the and a stepson that will always be mine. So three boys, I married again and had 2 more boys. And a man that didnt know that he was no longer a boy. So stress, lonelyness and depression was eased by food. mostly sweets, but if somthing tasted good i didnt stop eating because if brought a little happiness to my life. I understood what I was doing as I was doing i, but did not want to stop. So at 360 lbs, my brain finally started to work correctly. And I have started taking care of my self. I made my self get girl friends, started therepy for my self and my marriage, started exersising and tring to eat right and now it is time for this surgery. I have developed HBP, and my depression is no longer responding to the drugs that I have been taking and I think that if i can loose the weight that and i keep exersizing with can take my life back. So the journey contiues
