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What a Love/Hate Relationship This RNY is!!!!
Apr 04, 2011
Even though the weight is coming down ever so SLOWLY I have come to realize that this has truly been a Love / Hate relationship.What do I love:
Well my clothes are loose
I see weight off my face and actually my legs
I do have more energy and not so tired anymore
Dreaming of the possibilities when I AM at goal
hearing people say I look great!
Feeling like "part" of my confidence is coming back
What I Hate:
When I CRAVE carbs which is ALL THE TIME...I want biscuits and gravy, I want spaghetti, I want Rice you name it
Going out to eat and seeing how very limited my selections are
The HEAD games, will I ever get to goal? Will I ever even see Onederland!!!!
Worried about having regain when I am done loosing
Wondering constantly if I have stretched my pouch
Knowing I can get in MUCH more food than most people post they can and I don't get it
I could go on but you get the point yes???? But like everything in life there is pro's and cons, this surgery is absolutely no exception whatsoever.
So today is one of those down days. Yesterday I had a bottomless pouch day. NOT FUN....I took in 1436 calories OH MY LORD but one thing I can say is NONE of it was "junk" it was high protein low carb/fat foods. I just seemed starving all day.
I do not have a "full" feeling yet I DO HAVE a hungry one......both head and physically.....so go figure....
Well this is where I am today I am going to vow on my next "good" day I am going to blog because it seems I blog when I am having my worst!!!
