Bridgett I pray you have a speedy recovery and God gives the most talked about recovery. Bridgett I also lost my mom this past 10/05 it was the worst day of my life me and mom were really close and I can tell by your profile that you and your mom were close, but I can imagine she is very proud of you for taking charge of your health and wanting to be healthy. You can do it, I wont say be strong thats such a cliche but when you get a little tired pray a little harder cry if you must but dont stop.